new journal : confessingtoyou

blah blah blah thats all i hear on the phone. youre so boring. on your own ahahah yeah right. I DONT GIVE A FUCK. wait till you lie to other people to. "DO YOUR OWN THANG?" sure. whatever. youre so lame. i fucking hate you. your voice is so annoying. i love how you talk about yoga meditation what the FUCK are you talking about? you are so annoying. you make my head spin so fast i wana throw up.

i havent been on here in so long.
i almost forgot what it's like.
i made the mistake of posting the link to my journal on my myspace but i'm going to leave it.
i start a new school on wednesday and i dont even think im ready to "blog about it"

hahahahaha

" i have a GIRLFRIEND now...so i cuoldnt have it anyother WAY besides just FRIENDS"


AHAH OHMYGOD I ALMOST PEED MY PANTS

what did you want me to do cry?
i wuold never go back out with you after what happened ohmygod ahaha you were so drunk you didnt even remember so i called you aheeaha
i was laughing on the phone the whole time being fine and he hungup so fast 

"i have to GO back to WORK now"



i love life

how could i have been so stupid.
the minute you told me you still did hxc drugs i should have said no.
my stomach is twisting into knots and i feel hurt by you. fuck you. no really i've never said those words before and meant them so painfully before. FUCK YOU. i want to look into your eyes and have every single word i have to say to you stab you in the heart and neck like knives and i just wish i could speak for every single girl you've hurt because after, i found out that i'm not the only one. I guess this feels refreshing. I need tosee both sides to guys. Thanks for showing me the true definition of a player, an asshole. and to you, the girl, I have even more disgust towards you. You are pure shit. You are nothing. I have no mercy for you, no respect for you, and i honestly think your life is a fucking mistake. You were fake nice to me to get closer to him. I dont know who to be more dissapointed in. You, him or myself.  When i called his phone and you answered saying you were fucking him in the bathroom i had never had less respect for anyone in the world. I want to hurt you so bad but i'm better then that. What goes around comes around bitch.

immortal technique - no mercy lyrics

I'm a weapon that fires
Lyrical projectiles with no mercy
I'm cold blooded like reptiles
Touch a pregnant bitch and make her give birth to a dead child
Every time I flex styles
Niggas vacate the premises and become exiles
I manufacture rhymes like textiles of x-files
And lighten juveniles
Living life with no purpose
Organize a army that will make the devil's nervous
Competition is worthless
Like the electoral vote
If you provoke I'll break your motherfucking neck in a yoke
Your better off throwing your shitty life away sniffing coke
Technique will choke you into a spiritual state
And it will take a lake of hydrochloric acid to soften this
I'll fake your parents suicide and kill you in the orphanage
But I inspire ideological metamorphosis
Stop talking shit or I'll make your existence a memory
So you can have me frozen cryogenically for centuries
But I'll break the ice if anyone on the planet mentions me
I'll burn a hypocritical flag intentionally
Explosive revolutionary
Chemistry's my destiny

[Chorus: 2x]
No mercy is what I chemically bomb on enemies
Your life's a fucking mistake, technique is the remedy
Destroy you before you become what you intended to be
And in the future you'll worship those that descended from me

[Verse Two]
When I fight you I won't snipe you
I'll use a HIV infected needle to strike you
As well as anyone that vaguely resembles or looks like you
And just to spite you I'll force your children
At gun point to bite you
And rip a piece off
To start the beef off of the rest of your petty limited life
I'm coming at cha to catch ya by surprising the sight
Nobodies stupid enough to back ya when tactically attack ya
Because my style is nasty like protruding bone fractures
And your a played out dirty pussy devil
Like Margaret Datcher
But technique never get captured inside the rapture
Cause I mastered the art of causing natural disasters
You should learn the difference
In between the students and the master
My stature is the dispatcher of damaging decibels
And even though my starving people are considered expendable
I consecutively escape the racist court puritanical
I spit raw kinetic energy that's immeasurable
Retaliation for perpetration is unendable
Mercy is not extendible
I'll break your fucking brain down into psychological chemicals

[Chorus: 2x]